christmas ?_?

well, gatau kenapa ya tiba-tiba pengen banget posting, mungkin karna blog saat ini jadi trending topic di pelajaran TIK kali yak.
pertama gue mau bilang hari ini adalah hari yang paling melelahkan sedunia *lebay* kenapa? bayangin aja jadwal pulang sekolah itu jam setengah 1 tapi karena ada pelajaran tambahan matematika sama ulangan kimia jadinya gue nyampe rumah jam 5.45 -_- dan pas nyampe rumah, my mom langsung ngomel gara2 sebelumnya gue bilang pulang jam setengah 4an tp ternyata ngaret banget ditambah lagi gue gak bisa dihubungi (sorry mom :* )
*kembali ke topik* bentar lagi (kurang dari 1 bulan lagi) hari Natal tiba (yeeeeeyyyyy) *triaktanpasuara* seneng banget rasanya ya ampuuuunnnn :''D nah, karna mau natal gini rohkris sman6 bakal ngadain acara yang "katanya" diadain di gereja yang ada di galaxi. what? katanya? sebenernya gue anak rohkris apa bukan sih? -_- gue sendiri (sama adik kelas yg gue kenal) bingung natal jadinya tgl 13 atau 14 januari? pake diganti2 sih sama gurunya -_- (sekedarcurhatya). gue sebenernya pengen ikut natal dari sekolah tapi gak tau kenapa tiba2 jadi gak pengen ikut gara-gara liat *sensor* barusan (bukan barusan sih sebenernya tapi tadi sore abis pulang sekolah). tapi kalo gak ikut percuma dong gue dateng latihan natal (walaupun baru beberapa kali). lebih enak sih natal bareng keluarga skalian syukuran buaaaaatttttt..................................
well jadi inti postingan gue kali ini adalah *jejengjejeng* gue galau ikut natal apa enggak -_____-

When I Need You-Rod Stewart

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you
It’s only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hand and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can’t take the place of your smile
But you know I won’t be traveling forever
It’s cold out but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I’m with you
And all that I so want to give you baby
It’s only a heart beat away

It’s not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that’s a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won’t be traveling a lifetime
It’s cold out so hold out and do like I do

When I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
I close my eyes
I hold out my hand and I’ve got you darlin’
It’s only a heart beat away
Now listen
When I need you darlin’
I hold you, feel ya
Give it to me baby

And I miss ya baby
Just close my eyes and I’m with you
And I need you tonight
You know it’s only a heart beat away

*maaf agak jadul hehe tapi lagu ini enak banget didenger :)

bad day

lengkap sudah semua yang bikin gue bete banget hari ini.
gue tadi gak jadi les gara2 temenin papa ke rumah sakit buat priksa mata. pake ribet banget lg milih kacamata doang
padahal hari ini kan level di les gue lg free time, waktunya buat mainan -.-
trus ada lagi orang bikin tambah hari gue jd makin emosi.
haaahhhh kalo emosi tingkat tinggi, bawaannya jd pengen nangis T.T
jadinya gue online chat facebook dan sahabat gue dr SMP Andy Lawrence nge-chat dan menghibur gue :D tp tetep aja ngerasa ada yg kurang :(

You-Ten 2 five

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand 
You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down

-

no one ever saw me like you do because something in your eyes left my heart beating so.

you've made me love again after a long while and i'm glad that it's you and i fear that i might have lost you forever.

i guess what i afraid of is happens now

every night i cried myself to sleep 

Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? 

Why does every moment have to be so hard to believe?"

probably it happens because all the things i felt never really showed 

Perhaps the worst is that i ever let you go. i regret that my foolish behavior with say to myself  'I should not ever let you go' (but actually i don't have any idea to leave you i just used to feel upset) :(

so, the consequent is 'to feel missing excessively' -.-

i don't know how much longer can I hold on to
all that i can do is waiting your text (just it)

for my best friend

especially for Andy Lawrence,
actually i don't know my mistake that till make you look like be disapointed to me.
but i just wanna say sorry my best friend. i feel so guilty.
you must know that i still consider you as my best friend
and i don't want my best friend have mad on me.

silly classmate *.*

well gue mau kenalin temen2 terdekat gue nih di kelas, boleh ya? boleh dong pastinya hehe. nih orang2nya...

namanya Arfiani Nurul Wardani Kusuma (agak panjang ya ._.) pas mos kita udh temenan, terus pas pembagian kelas gue ketemu dia di sumber suara trus cari kelas bareng dan kita sebangku deh sampe skarang. dia anaknya bawel banget, iseng, kadang autis, dan pelupa (sama aja kyk gue hehe).

nah yang ini namanya Ade Yulianti. dia itu temen gue dalam berbagi kekonyolan dan lagu2 pop rock haha. kalo ada temen kita yg lagi sedih, ade sama gue cuma bilang 'sabar yak' dan org yg sedih langsung kyk bete gitu mukanya wkwk.

cewe garut ini namanya Isti Nurhayati. cantik kan dia? dia ini anaknya terlalu baik sampe2 bisa dimanfaatin orang kebaikkannya. trus dia ini kadang ngomongnya rada centil gitu hahah tp centilnya gak yg menjijikan hehe.
hem setiap hari dia itu pasti nyanyi lagu2 galau, maklum msh sayang sm sang mantan hehe..

namanya Yulia Cahya. hem dia ini orangnya super iseng dan paling suka tarik2 rambut gue, katanya 'rambut lo kyk mie sih git' males banget deh -,- tp anaknya care juga, lucu, dan dia paling sering ke rumah gue dengan muka panik kalo ada tugas kimia hehe

yang ini namanya Anggy Rahmawati. boleh dibilang dia anak yg paling lebay hehe. soalnya setiap cerita2 pasti lebay banget kadang gue sampe bengong ngeliatnya haha. trus kalo gue diem doang ke dia pasti dia bilang 'ah gita mah marah. jangan marah dong gita' padahal gue gak marah sama skali -,-

nah ini anak namanya David Fontana. gue emang gak deket2 banget sih sama ini anak, tp dia paling sering cerita2 tentang cewenya ke gue haha. tingkahnya di kelas selalu bikin gue sama isti ketawa soalnya kyk anak gila main2 drum sendiri hahah *peace vid :) hem selebihnya bisa diliat dari tampangnya wkwk







dan ini foto kita bersama :D

semoga kita tetep bisa deket ya walaupun nanti kelas 11 kita beda2 jurusan (mungkin). buat nunu, yuli, isti, ade, dan anggy tetep nabung ya biar mimpi kita terwujud di kelas 12 :D

he loves me, he loves me not

first, the question is with whom i fell in love?
so, actually i love someone but i guess that he doesn't feel so. because lately he's not texting me. i just miss all about him that can makes me to be more cheerful :)
but no matter what happen, i just can hope you know what the exactly i feel of you :)

love someone

I love someone. But I can't be brave enough to say that i want him to be with me. Because i think a man should tell his feeling first. However, we have been texting. (when we were texting) he said that there's something he hates. But it's all me, i can't do anything :( please don't equate between your secret with me

I just want you to know that i have love you, however it has done.

Please it makes me so sad. (deep in my heart i feel so stupid to said that. but i have to honest about that)

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me. I wanna touch and hold you forever, but you’re still in my dream :'(

Wish you feel what i feel now

:)

Thank God i have friends like Arfiani Nurul WK, Ade Yulianti, Isti Nurhayati, Anggy Rahmawati. They make my day to be so colourful by laughing, jokes, and ridiculous thing haha :D i wish someday we can go out to overseas for vacation and spend whole days together :D