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no one ever saw me like you do because something in your eyes left my heart beating so.

you've made me love again after a long while and i'm glad that it's you and i fear that i might have lost you forever.

i guess what i afraid of is happens now

every night i cried myself to sleep 

Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? 

Why does every moment have to be so hard to believe?"

probably it happens because all the things i felt never really showed 

Perhaps the worst is that i ever let you go. i regret that my foolish behavior with say to myself  'I should not ever let you go' (but actually i don't have any idea to leave you i just used to feel upset) :(

so, the consequent is 'to feel missing excessively' -.-

i don't know how much longer can I hold on to
all that i can do is waiting your text (just it)